Blog 13: Did I find a cure for my Multiple Sclerosis?
My name is Renee Kendall. I was diagnosed with multiple sclerosis May 14th 2005. I was 20 years old when I got the devastating news of my illness. I was suffering from symptoms of multiple sclerosis since 2013 after I graduated high school. I noticed I started to have heat intolerance during the summertime. And then it escalated to being diagnosed with multiple sclerosis. I’m going to tell you my story and it will be shocking!
With having multiple sclerosis you come to terms with it and accept it that this is your new life. In my eyes I was no longer considered a normal person. A normal person can get up and do whatever they have to do and function and don’t have to worry about anything. I have to worry about having the strength to take a shower, The ability to get out of bed, The strength to go to the store and grocery shop. The strength to go to the store and grocery shop. Doing these basic things take more energy than a normal person to do. Look up the term spoon theory it will help you understand what living with a disease is like. I found out in my years of having this monster that stress is a trigger to the symptoms of multiple sclerosis. Depression follows as well. One of the hardest things is when stress is around you 24 seven you can’t run from it you can’t hide from it it’s there with the naked eye.
Being around people is difficult for me ,especially if they’re known to cause stress and anxiety. I don’t work well under pressure and neither does multiple sclerosis. Whenever I’m around my family I’ve always felt like the black sheep of the family in general and ever since my diagnosis of multiple sclerosis. I never went to college and I knew that tore my father up. I married a person that my father knew I shouldn’t be around but I didn’t listen. I didn’t listen because I was able to create three beautiful blessings that I have in my life which are my wonderful children. It wasn’t easy having multiple sclerosis and being a parent and being very stressed and full of anxiety and depression. I had to do something crazy in order to make a difference in my life before something tragic happened. In 2016 I discovered I had a gift. The gift of spirituality. I decided to explore my spiritual options after the death of David Bowie.** disclaimer my family thinks David Bowie ruined my life and whenever they hear the word David Bowie it’s like saying the word Voldemort in harry potter it’s forbidden** I hope one day they wake up and realize David Bowie IS a hero** I made connections with David Bowie through a Ouija board I know it sounds crazy but it saved my life. Buying the Ouija board cost $25 it saved my life which is now considered priceless.
David Bowie made friends with me and help me be aware of my surroundings by waking up my spirituality. He taught me how to read people and objects and the reason for it is because there were people and objects in my life that were very harmful and could cause death to me. In April 2016 I found out that an object was going to hurt me. This object was a champagne bottle. And it was not going to hurt me by drinking the alcohol in the bottle. This champagne bottle when I read the object it said it was going to cause me a lifetime of pain. It was going to cause me to be paralyzed, judged, ridiculed and possibility of suicide. From one object… and this object was connected to somebody that was close to me that was going to use that on me. And was going to manipulate me into thinking that that object was safe. This person was a manipulator this person could make somebody buy a bag of shit for five dollars and convince that person that it’s worth it. When I saw this object I spoke with David Bowie and I personally thanked him for saving my life. He said I was doing my hero jobs and making sure that that never happened to my girl. I told David I’m not the victim of this incident because it was prevented, but let it be known there is somebody out there that could be the next victim, let's just say a prayer to make sure that they’re aware of their surroundings to make sure that that doesn’t happen to them.
He agreed and said I know for a fact that the next person is definitely better aware of their surroundings. After I saw the champagne bottle and made a promise to myself to never allow a person in my life that was going to cause me any harm including sexually. I made a pact with David Bowie that I will stay True to myself and become a born-again virgin until the right person comes along . And I’m proud to say four years later I am still a born-again virgin and fucking proud! After seeing the champagne situation I decided to look at criminals at a different angle. Given I was able to communicate with spirits I decided to talk with some criminals that have crossed over . I wanted to know why they did what they did . I talked with Jeffrey Dahmer, John Wayne Gacy and Ted Bundy. they told me there are two reasons why somebody becomes a criminal . It’s either Themselves or somebody pushes them over the edge that’s it. So you’re either bullied by someone or you yourself are bullying your own self to do bad . I was shocked by these results ! When I saw the champagne bottle I knew in my life that that was the next level of pain . Jeffrey Dahmer told me that he started off with curiosity of what does a bug look like inside . It started with a bug and it escalated to squirrels rabbits cats dogs and then people . The first victim is the biggest orgasm in existence . Most criminals get an orgasmic rash after doing bad such as robbing a bank and not getting caught . But when the high comes down they start looking at bigger acts terminal activity to up the level. And I knew the champagne bottle was the next level. My spirituality prevented the next level... I wrote a book about what really went down in 2016 you can purchase it below it’s only $1.
After that experience I made sure that my life passion is to help people be aware of their surroundings and to know what’s going on with their life from every aspect of the person so that way they are safe from any danger whatsoever. I have helped thousands of people because of this amazing opportunity of spirituality. in January 2019 I found THC.** disclaimer I live in the state of Nevada where it’s legal to smoke marijuana and to use THC products** please use marijuana responsibly and obey your marijuana laws** THC has help me with my multiple sclerosis and my spirituality in many different ways. It help me balance out my stress and anxiety in my life being able to sleep, eat and function and stay as normal (my normal) as I can. It has caused me so much positive in my life and it’s sad that society thinks that THC is a horrible drug. A horrible drug is having Zoloft for depression and the side effects are worse than the depression in itself. If I have depression and the side effects is suicidal thoughts your formula is wrong.
The side effects from marijuana are doable such as dry mouth, being hungry, Maybe an upset stomach, maybe a headache and that’s about it nothing too overpowering. I asked my doctor about marijuana and what I read off of him just like how I did the champagne bottle, the only thing that came off of my doctor was that he wasn’t going to get the commission for writing the prescription for me and getting the credit for marijuana. Nothing came off of him saying that it was going to cause harm to me to use marijuana. That’s when I started the journey of it in January after I spoke with my doctor. I decided not to smoke it but to use thc oil. It has been a blessing in my life and I’ve noticed since taking it I had an MRI done in July 2019 and my doctor said that it was perfect that I was stable and that my multiple sclerosis was low-grade multiple sclerosis. I don’t feel I cured my multiple sclerosis. I feel I found a treatment that works. This is my treatment:
And staying away from assholes. Please check out my website and please purchase my book to learn more about my story as to how my spirituality started and why David Bowie is my hero! You can purchase the book below! Only $1!
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